Okay, wow.
what a rare thing.
i am surprised by what i am actually doing now.
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am actually so surprised to find xl and kx
having time to blog
to watch css
and still maintain their daily schedule!
Tian. i am actually sloughing away my life.
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Shall enjoy using my undusted blog.
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i dont want to watch
my friends go crazy.
i will go sane too.
but i cant do anything.
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The chunk below is to sum up the three agonizing months.
I learnt to not waste time. Like seriously, 90% of our wasted time are spent on being angry, crying and complaining. Now i tell myself " Dont waste time, you go alot of hwk to do" when i experience any of the one above. ha ha. helps know. My sis told me to take things slowly, cus its the period to find my own identity. oh, friends who are true to you will stay by your side. sounds corny, whatever but. If you done something and a friend tells your other friends. if they trust and understand you enough, they will brush it off. Its like hearing people's bad things and condeem the person w/o he/she having done anything to you ( ofcourse must see if source reliable la).
It aint fair, really.
Can you believe someone who is not close to the one he/she is bitching about?
If he/she can tell you this, they can do the same thing to you too. Scarsam kills and keeps us alive.
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i am experiencing these myself,
i feel sad and fallen.
FOR AWHILE.
yea and i am back.
and then,
i am fallen again.
then back again.
its freaky cycle.
trying not to waste time and feeling like that all tgt.
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BUT I AM OPTIMISTIC! heah heah. These things are only preventing me from doing well in maths(excuse for failing:) haha you shall see my t2 maths WHOOSH up!
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Um, i am feeling better when some of the broken plastics i left behind during jan-feb with someone, are starting to bio-degrade. Its a little surprise. Guess both of us matured a little at the same time. And some very disturbing boy stuff now are driving me NUTS. PEA-NUTS. COCO-NUTS. (see see?) !#$%&
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Dancing makes me happy but someone there spoils the whole thing. Why? maybe my eyes are opening already.
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TO MY BEST FREIND AKA MOGU:
Laotian shi ai ni de la.
Cai hong yong yuan pei zhe ni.
Kan bu dao cai hong lai zhao wo!
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TO MISS CHANGI:
AI ZI JI! BU RAN JIU DUO AI WO YI DIAN!
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maybe thats all. i will TRY to keep things up here. KAIXIAN, WATCH:
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[TO BE CONTINUED]