Hello:]saturdays are the only off days for me.
a day where no appointments can make me anxious.
i really want a cat, so madly.
no, a kitten will be better.
A beidge one. blue eyes. lilttle fury.
but i wont keep a dozen of them.
its scary. you know.
entering a room full of meowmeows.
.
yesterday was a day i struggled to get through.
insanely mad, deep down.
i really wished she knew.
and madly wished i did the right thing.
i feared yesterday.
or anyday like that.
i fear intensely more it wont be me,
ever.
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Cat maniac -