There was a he and she.
They were happy.
But slowly, the guy thought the girl did not
care enough has he is always the one
calling and asking her out.
The girl did not call him often because
he had things to do most of the time
and she did not want him to think she was a burden.
She thought after he had finished
his things he would contact her.
The girl did not go out with the guy sometimes
because she has to study for her EOYS.
she was having her last minute revision.
She was not the kind who studies everyday.
he did not know.
But she did go out with him when on
days she was supposed to study.
she thought he would understand.
The girl was going through some family problems
at that time and when he was not there to be with her,
she started to slit herself.
Because the guy hated people who do it,
he was angry with the girl.
She had promised him before
When the guy was angry,he would give
simple replies to the girl when she called.
He thought she knew
But she dint
She thought that his attitude towards her
changed because he dint like her anymore.
The guy was hurt when the girl did not even give him a call.
he thought she dint care.
he thought she dint care.
She was hurt whenever she recalls all the promises.
she thought he was playing her.
she thought he was playing her.
This misunderstanding caused both of them to
not contact each other for many many days.
The girl buried her head in her pillows every night.
And you should have guessed what she did.
she did try to control,
trust me,she did.
now the girl realised that she was at fault too
she do not want to lose him
but she do not know how to tell him.
So she wrote this story,
hopping that he will see it.
SHE FEELS LOST NOW-