i put in EFFORT in the dance.
i stayed up till tow plus to learn and cheorograph the dance.
my dad told me off and scolded me to go turn in BUT i raised my voice and argued with him.
HE NEARLY SLAPED ME.
ALL THESE BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS.
I THOUGHT IT WAS WORTH IT.
YOU told me to learn the dance and teach you.
YOU told me you were fine with the dance.
YOU told me we could learn first and show her the dance
and then let her decide if she wants to join.
THEN,
YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO ACCOMPANY HER TO WHO-THE-HELL-KNOWS-WHERE TODAY AFTER SCHOOL.
AND YOU GAVE A REASON WHICH COULD BE PUT ON HOLD.
PLEASE,
I AM SHOCKED AND HURT.
ADDING ON TO AND PLAYBOY'S INNCIDENT,
I AM OVERWHELMED MAN.
EVERYTHING'S TOO MUCH FOR ME.
I HELD BACK WHEN YOU TOLD ME WHAT YOU WERE GONNA DO AFTER SCHOOL.
I BEARED WITH IT FOR THREE HOUR PLUS.
I THOUGHT YOU FORGOT ABOUT THE WHOLE DANCE.
I STARED AT YOU .
YOU KNEW.
YOU WANTED TO ACCOPANY HER.
NOTE: I AM NOT JEALOUS
CAN YOU AT LEAST TELL ME:
"oh, ruiting, sorry ah, later i pei her go ... then cannot do the dance thing"
I THOUGHT YOU WOULD TELL ME THAT LATER ON.
WELL,
AFTER SCHOOL,
I SAW YOU WITH YOUR BAG AND LEAVING WITH HER,
I KNEW.
ALL THE EMOTIONS RISED AGAIN.
I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO TELL ME SOMETHING,
I WOULD HAVE FELT BETTER.
BUT YOU ASKED ME WHERE I WANTED TO GO.
I RAISED MY VOICE,
YES, I DID.
IT WAS BECAUSE YOU DID NOT KNOW THE WHOLE SITUATION AND HOW I FELT.
A QUESTION FOR YOU,
WILL I SHOUT AT YOU FOR NO BLOODY REASON?
NO.
YOU RAISED YOUR VOICE BACK.
YOU MADE ME THINK THAT YOU DONT THINK YOU WERE IN THE WRONG.
I GOT EVEN MORE AGITATED, COMMON SENSE.
YOU THOUGHT IF SHE COULD SKIP THE DANCE,
WHY COULDEN YOU.
THINK,
YOU FIRST ASKED ME TO LEARN THE DANCE AND TEACH YOU.
I LEARNT,
AND PREPARED TO TEACH YOU TODAY.
AND WHAT HAVE I GOT?
THE EFFORT, LOST SLEEP AND SCOLDINGS
DOWN THE DRAIN.
WASHED AWAY.
VERY GOOD .
NOW TO THE ANOTHER YOU.
SHUT ALL YOUR LIES.
THE GIRL YOU ARE PLAYING YOUR GAMES WITH NOW
WILL FIND OUT THAT THE RULES ARE SO UNFAIR AND CUREL.
FLIRT; LIAR; PLAYBOY;
MY FRIEND SAW YOU HUGGING THE GIRL AT BUGIS.
YES, I AM STUPID.
YOU THOUGHT I AM ONLY A SECONDARY ONE AND WITH NO OTHER PEOPLE TO LEAN ON,
SO YOU CAN SET THE GAME IN ANYWAY YOU LIKE
AND END IT WHEN YOU ARE SICK.
PLEASE,
FUCK OFF
ALL I CAN DO IS CRY CRY CRY.
I FELT DUMB YOU KNOW.
GLANCE AT THE SCARS.
I FELT EVEN MORE DUMB.
I CALLED YOU AND EVERYTHING SEEMED FINE. (BULLSHIT, MISSED CALLED YOU 4 TIMES NEXT DAY AND YOU HANGED IT)
I FELT THE DUMBEST FEELING ANYONE CAN HAVE.
I AM NOT THE FIRST VICTIM YEAH?
HOW MANY GAMES HAVE YOU ENDED.
HOW MANY GIRLS HAVE YOU PREYED.
how much blood i have shed for you ....not worth it.... i feel stupid
GREAT HUH?
PLAYBOY YI GE.
YOUR LOOKS CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING.
I FELL FOR IT.
TOO LATE TO SAY ALL THESE NOW LA~
I WOULD'VE KNOWN INITIALLY.
SAY ALL THESE NOW YOU SHEN ME YONG.
WO HAI BU SHI SHU LE.
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